http://if-we-believe.xanga.com/Latest Xanga weblog from if_we_believeen-us60http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gifhttp://if-we-believe.xanga.com/http://if-we-believe.xanga.com/445741813/item/http://if-we-believe.xanga.com/445741813/item/Sun, 19 Feb 2006 16:13:05 GMT11 months<br>http://if-we-believe.xanga.com/445741813/item/#firstcommenthttp://if-we-believe.xanga.com/441125901/item/http://if-we-believe.xanga.com/441125901/item/Sat, 11 Feb 2006 04:44:39 GMTno one uses this anymore<br>ghey<br>http://if-we-believe.xanga.com/441125901/item/#firstcommenthttp://if-we-believe.xanga.com/436318935/item/http://if-we-believe.xanga.com/436318935/item/Thu, 02 Feb 2006 03:23:26 GMTwell, livejournal is being a fag and not letting me on. Im laying on my bed across the room from the computer typing this on my new fone. The verizon v. Its freaking great. anyway. Sorry i havent been writing in here. Ive been busy. Lots of work. Lots of school. Ive been trying to spend time with ammie too, because shes been sick. I dont know what good ive done. Idk. sometimes i am jerk over stuff, then i feel really bad about it later and i dont know what to do. Case one would definitely be tonight. Sometimes i just need to be slapped. I love her, and i cant believe she puts up with me and half the stupid stuff i get "mad" about. I have serious jealousy issues that we have discussed several times. Im just retarded, idk. Im just so glad shes stuck with me. Idk what id do without her. I know id live, but i dont want to know what it would be like without her. Shes so great. I let my fear of losing her get the best of me too much; hence, my stupidity. idk im effing retarded. the endhttp://if-we-believe.xanga.com/436318935/item/#firstcommenthttp://if-we-believe.xanga.com/430837441/item/http://if-we-believe.xanga.com/430837441/item/Mon, 23 Jan 2006 05:05:17 GMT7 and 1/2 hrs at her house = a very very good day<br> http://if-we-believe.xanga.com/430837441/item/#firstcomment